Cloud nine

It was a beautiful day today.
Hours after hour I impressed myself.
I sleep in class a lot of now and I'm growing a bit more social in between classes.
I laugh at my own jokes and really love myself from time to time.
I gave a random guy $1 when he asked, no hesitations.
Lol and why? ...
The root of all this friskiness was all due to my experience the day before with him.
Something I don't regret but wish I had more control of.
My metaphorical heart has split, grown bigger, grown bitter and will eventually self destruct.
Chasing the impossible. 10 mph.
But I will continue to smile and love warm days like this one today because I felt alive. I felt.
&& No matter what tomorrow brings I'll be there.....

My Melody (random song lyrics)

If I don't say this now, I will surely break.
Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that 'it's ok',if you don't mind
Let me be myself

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me...
Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else


No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again

There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
And why. do we like. to hurt so much?
I can't decide


Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you