It's simple. .........
It's not up to me anymore.
If you want me in your life.
You'll find a way to put me there.
It's not up to me anymore.
If you want me in your life.
You'll find a way to put me there.
This week, it felt like things just kept going down hill for me, school wise.
In addition to failing two very important test, Old,... angry feelings I thought I buried resurfaced.
Once again, having me feel alone.
When & Why did I become this 'needy' person? Is it normal or I am i really just being dramatic as everyone says?
Is is such a crime to want someone to want and need me as much I want and need them?
It shouldn't be.
I thought things between her & i would get better since last week, but really... what has changed? Maybe I'm just being a fake, never satisfied coward. People change. End of story. As for the other one, I'm not reaching out towards her anymore. .. she's very busy, or at least I think she is & I don't want to be a burden. The little one,... well she's great i suppose. I can only stand to be in her presence for so long anyways. As long as I continue to express my feelings towards everyone I'll be ok for the most part.
heh.... who am I kidding
So yeah, Its 1:12pm right now. I go to work at 4 I really am excited about this- working at a movie theater- maybe if I keep my self busy, my mind will eventually lose interest in my selfish ness. That would be cool.
This is going to be a long weekend.
I've decided, that if I ever plan on cosplaying this year\... It'll be either Maka or a Vampire Knight
