The sun always sets

Last Sunday it took everything I had to not leap out of my skin due to stress, both good and bad of course. I woke up super early because I was excited; the Druid Hill March for the Animals event had finally arrived- and I wouldn't attend empty handed. Dylan had spent the night and was by my side the entire time. He was so well behaved and excited to just be out the house and put to work, by work I mean was allowed to strut his stuff. Soon after I had got out my brother and I were out the door. My ambitions to have my cake and eat it too was abruptly cut sort when Dylan went ballistic at the site of Snoball, I mean like if I didn't pick Dill up he really would have started to get at Snoball. It was unfortunate that I couldn't bring them both. On my way to the park I hit a curb really hard and got a flat tire. That took out at least 45 minutes.. I really considered just turning around and going home after AAA came to repair.
But I didn't.
I made it to the march and had a great time.

Don't look back in anger

A power struggle collapses when you withdraw your energy from it.
Power struggles become uninteresting to you when you
change your intention from winning to learning about yourself.

Recently, I seed that was once planted deep within my core, has begun reveal it's true beauty. I couldn't have done it on my own, it took more than the translucent sunbeams of my reality. Someone swelling with experience had to rain and hydrate the course seed that made up my self.

I still have so much to learn opening my heart and shutting my mouth will only make the process seem less of a chore and more of a blessing. I want do for you, provide for you, enlighten you, dance for you. You are, my only exception. Thank you for trying, thank you for having your own goals, thank you for being so strong and beautiful. I only want the truth... so, why not trust in you? In us? We are alive. I want to laugh with you, embrace you, learn from you and submerge myself in you.

I want to be with you.

I want to do something fun for anime club soon, I will most likely bake a ton of cookies. Not completely from scratch but perhaps I will design a Pikachu on all of them. I'll need a cookie cutter, sugar, chocolate chips ...and lots of yellow & red icing. Chuu~~