Saturday, January 24, 2009

If lifes not a joke then why are we laughing/

Hahaha :]
Just what the hell is going on with you Shay?

Friday, January 16, 2009

Phucket Thialand

(Pardon my french)
but umm, FUCK the system?
No. fuck this life.
I sick of these n-words ranting about how corrupt the government is and how we should all join hands and get rid of these white trash men of power. Is this really the issue here? I think not. I'm sick of you in particular blaming the mf presidents for the shitty state your in. Wrong dumb ass, if you didn't decide to act without thinking like you always do you, you wouldn't be in so much debt. I don't think you give a shit about the people around you. Let alone America as a whole.

Grow up; you have no one to blame but yourself. If you remain taking your anger out on others you will remain a fool.
I am not ignorant. I know what I believe and just because you doesn't agree doesn't make you smarter than me! Peace. Love. Unity and Respect. I would devote my whole being to those 4 words had it been a religion. You have no respect for yourself and to simply waste time you find it to be so important to criticize and vandalize something of so much power. It's clearly out of our reach. Reality. What makes you any different? Power hungry and tainted with the idea that your ideas are the right ones. Wake up!

"You have your way and I have mines; as for the right way. It doesn't exist."

So fuck you, your hypocritical and haven't learned enough on the issue from all sides to teach. You think just because you do what you think is research your fucking smarter than the rest of us.

"Teaching is the highest form of understanding."
Aristotle

Tell me something. Whens the last time you could just stick to your guns in a real political debate? Do you know the statistics by heart? Try naming the man responsible for increasing taxes or maybe who's helping maintain the President Elect Obama? Just maybe he actually has some tricks up his sleeve that will actually benefit us a Nation.

Personally I'd rather learn about things that are more close to home and what I and my family can do to help change our way. A global mind shift could happen if we educate ourselves and others. Rising together to reduce our carbon footprint will essentially help nature survive for years to come. This is the generation that should focus more on their ties with nature than how the media lies to us. Multi task if you must but remain civil. You have no faith and will simply fall for anything. I'm not saying dont voice your opinion but I feel as though you are no better than a monster if you instill fear into peoples hearts. Drowning them in fear. You will go no where if you talk down on people who were not aware of situations seeming so obvious to you. The human race as a whole needs to clean up their act. It won't just happen over night.

Take positive steps and don't be afraid to speak up for justice.
I dont know about you but ;
I want to be the change I've been waiting for.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Giant polar bear (What?) It's an icebreaker. Hi, my name is....

Hey there, today was great.
I laughed hard. I mean laughed really hard.
Twice: I doubled over in pain, once: I had to stand up because my lungs felt like they were about to burst & Oh I did a series of pointing, throwing my head back and cackling malevolently.
I have a sick since of humor, most it turns out that the things that bring me the most joys are witnessing others misfortune. From taking a mean fall to simply making a mistake in public.
Don't worry, I know Karma is a bee-otch & that whatever happens to me in the near future. . . well I had it coming.
[btw: There's no way I plan on having kids.]

But for now I shall just enjoy.Updates.
  • I had a long talk with the wise ol' Toji. (Talk about a self esteem booster)
  • No longer going to the Slipknot concert. But I still have my eyes open.
  • Anime is slowly crashing into my boring life.(halo)
  • Decided to go on a date with Lystra for Valentines day (thank god its on a Saturday)
  • Kage got a hair cut (I havent seen it yet tho, oh lawd)
  • My bloody Valentine! (movie date??)

Monday, January 5, 2009

Going Green

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Yo.

Sniffling and cracking my neck subconsciously I settle down finally ready to do some serious reflection.
The last month of 2008, consisted of weekends well spent with the ones I love most. Followed by a much needed 2 week break from school. During which, Magic really did happen. I never thought I could enjoy spending so much time with just my family; the vacation was on a grand scale itself- but something in me must've been sprinkled with 'pixie dust' for me to honestly
say I didn't miss anyone or anything in Baltimore.

Surprisingly upon my return there was a guy in particular who claimed to have missed me more than anyone else in the world. I don't know why the Gods cursed me with such a sinful attraction. My heart should not be willing. This can not be normal; either I am one of the stupidest, masochistic seventeen year old girl I know or maybe I just should just continue to live my life the way I am. Open arms.

Do you see what we've done? We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true


Anyway, I rather not dwell on that too long.
New Years day was spent with Dean & Lys. We had a great dinner & desert at Fridays.
Passing up another sleepover I was greeted by my beloved Scarlet Johansson (Dell Laptop) when I arrived home.
I couldn't think of a single new years resolution. I brought a $70 wireless router the next day >_<
Lys and I brainstormed ideas, I had a customer who wanted a peace college created on photoshop that could be made into cards he could pass out. It turned out pretty spiffy if I do say so myself. Trying to be cute, i spent a whole weekend without the proper winter attire and currently I'm suffering from possible the common cold.

What I got for XMas

So what I got was


  • The best day ever in the Magical Kingdom... with my family.
  • Not an Ipod [nano or touch]
  • [DELL]Laptop
  • Forever 21 Clothes/ WWF Panda Tee/ 'Love Nature' Purse
  • Tom-Tom, PSP (Family items)