Ending '09

Announcer Guy: Ride that Surf!

Sorry, Still on the Pokemon high.
So Kage and I just created a blogger together. Epic no?
Music is great. 500 Days of Summer ...even better. Guess what? I have another cold. Geez, how unfortunate am I?

"Tryna be cute,.. You need to put a coat on!" - Dad

Two days ago, me, my mom and brother went up to Delaware to visit Verna and her kids. It's was pretty nice, before we even finished unpacking we were all in the dinning room singing karaoke. Everybody song at least one Michael Jackson song. It was pretty memorable to say the least. There was so much good/ organic food for me; not to mention cakes, cupcakes and fruit. I'm not going to lie I ate a lot, I lied down a lot too. Double negative.
Every chance I had to play our new game "Just Dance" failed and failed hard. Poor Toji, if he never invites me over again I'll totally understand.
I feel like I haven't seen my friends in a while. It's winter break, I don't have to go back until effin February and yet I have not seen Shaun, Dean, Danni, Sir, Kelitah, Jasmine, etc.
*Insert big sad face*
Ron and I are still cool I guess, I feel like I haven't seen him in a long time and now, apparently he doesn't have a phone. Meh.
Christmas passed really fast. I supposidly ran over my brothers psp. [My bad bro!]
I havent been getting many hours but when I do work, I work long and hard. Kids and ignorant people come in swarms. [I'll be going to work tomorrow].

Ummm, I'll guess I'll end this with a quote.

But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth.

Smile - set your self free

Current Song. Gravity - Sara Bareilles

& So my happy ending has not yet decided to let me into it's gates. However, I've learned something.. or more so, remembered something I should have keep close to me from the beginning. The key to failure is trying to please everyone.
Right now, I'm tired. I but feel like I can finally rest for a while and thanks to the universe, and its choosing to work in mysterious ways, a white sheet of innocence and forgiveness penetrates my soul. My heart.
I took a bath the other . Candles, music and darkness. As the heat rose my defense fell and I drifted into a state of loneliness. I was me and only me.