Addicted

So instead of doing my homework, I've decided to keep you [the reader] entertained. After several long conversations with my closest dudes. Its obvious I have anger issues; & my anger is basically a normal girl behavior..[reality sucks]. People make me made. Girls make me mad. the 'Friend' concept, Family, Love, Environment and even my own self.
Big Whoop right?
Who cares if lil Shayla gets mad, what could she possibly do?
Even know as I type, I'm thinking...
who the hell cares?
Anyway. That wasnt the subject of the point i was trying to get off. One person in particular has driven me coo coo bananas and they probably doesn't even know. Excuses are so easy when in comes to matters of the heart. For example, the letter I written has yet found its way to her message box. Am I more afraid of hurting myself or others?

• haha, my mood has changed dramatically since an hour ago. [my mom made chocolate fundoo'*sp - me & my bro ate it with strawberries. omg orgasm.]

Blah. blah. blah. All of these words are going to go to waste I just know it.
Maybe I should convince Kage to write with me.
ha [April Fools on me]

April First 2008

Yo.
So I'm making another attempt to get all my emotions and what not out. Ha, and doing so online where the whole world can see. ..... Smooth.

Alright, so today is April Fools Day. [aka the atheist holiday..according to my mom. [long story]. Um, so the only person I managed to give a heart attack to was my mom. I had sent her a text message saying that I was expelled. She freaked out.

Right now, I'm suppose to be doing my homework. ... But I still have time.

*** Today was so fun after school. I was with Kage; we went to his uncles trampoline and bounced around and wrestled for a while then to Rita's for their awesomely yummy "eye talian" ice. ^_^ Yay. I'm so stupid, i thought he'd be mad at me or all anti social today but it was like, not that way... *slaps head* He gave me another driving lesson, that was really cool although he's already starting to suck the fun out of everything; yelling and beating me haha jeeze, I guess I better learn to take it from him before my parents take a crack at it. Lol