Love Stoned

We make a funny pair. You & I. Like a bloodsucking leech and it's host, a remora and a great white, crack and its abuser.

How many cracks does it take to shatter a heart? I'll find out soon enough. Yes. As long as this foolish organ of mines remains so damn stubborn, it'll eventually get its just desserts. My love.

End of Heartache.

Your my addiction. & i hate it. i hate you. I hate this..what ever this is. bum.

you are .. a dark ocean bottom.
and I am. a fast sinking anchor.
should I fall for you??

Lost

Lost in time. My words have become lost in time. They've escaped me yet again.. Just like so many others. It's amazing how fast I throw away the good things I experience. If not fully discarded, just pushed to the side. Replaced with worrying and heartache.




Why does this always happen?


Why can't I just find acceptance? [I d...wont accept myself or others for who they really are]. I pity and down myself without hesitation, and for what. Attention??
I just want to put an end to myself sometimes.

confidences lies from with in. Well,... why the hell can't I summon it!
My system is corrupt.


I have to continue making an effort. I'll let others down for as long as it takes.