Tuesday, June 30, 2009

*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

So I'm at the library.
My heart hurts.
I just wanna hide under some covers for a few hours. Get up, and restart my day. I'll be taking another walk after dinner tonight. Rain or not.
Believe it or not, Otakon is in 16 days. Wow. I still don't have my stuff. Not to worried about it though.
Distract me.
Bite me. pinch me. call me...
I need a new focus.
Maybe... I should go to the mall or something. Stop sitting and waiting.
MEh.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Speak What you feel today


(Ralph w. Emerson)
So today I pretty much woke up crying. Watched this movie called 'Earthlings' It was about how animals and humans share the same planet and yet for some reason, just because they do not fit the human form they are less than. It also went behind the scenes of everything animals and humans take part in together. Slaughter house, puppy mills, pounds, zoos, circus etc. No thing was spared. I learned a lot and for a brief moment found it disgusting how we can still eat meat.
I don't have the answers to everything.
It's not right. The circle of life is... rough.
I showed sympathy. That was was very human of me.
I want to try harder to reform... me and my families eating habits.

"We reap what we sow"

Work was hell. 7 hours with a total of about 30 customers. I almost fell asleep twice *sigh* I'm going back tonight for the Transformers premiere. Pretty exciting ^_^

  • Taking a few steps back. <<<<
So I hung out all day yesterday. Went job hunting and ran some errands. That night I took the boys to see Year One.... It was rather dry for my taste. I still love Micheal Cera; Jack Black is what brought his performance down lol. The Circus came over afterwards for a bit. Ended up, driving around the block rather than walking.. wtf.
  • Lol Host Club is very funny. English/ Japanse.
The day before that, Sunday was pretty epic also. Work, Shauns Cook out, Dylans house
*****
Jamal was there too. Too much gayness for my eyes. We didn't learn to fly as I had really hoped but we did sit out under the stars.
Yeap, actually stars. Havent seen then in forever. It was peaceful; in a bitter way.
I really didn't want to leave when I did.
Lol theyre planning this huge trip to Massanutten tomorrow. Idk how long they'll be gone. IDGAF.
out of sight out of mind. heheh. I'll be back.
  • Current Playlist >>>>>>
  1. Soul Mate - Natasha bedingfeild
  2. Can't take my eyes off of you - Lauren Hill
  3. You - Evanescence
  4. Waste my time - Jude Harrison
  5. ???- Angels & Airwaves