It's an O.K. feeling i guess. I'm more content in the fact that I won't be in school for the summer. The last day of school did not go as I had planned at all [but I put the blame on no one]. First off, it was hot as hell & so the two finals I had to take seemed very easy to me. Idk if thats a good thing, but being in class that day felt so weird haha, ma brain was on log off XD.
I didn't get to say goodbye to everyone I wanted too... but I'm not sure I had anyone specific to say goodbye too in the first place.
I was about a second away from taking the bus home but Steph encouraged me to hang with her so thats how I ended up going to her house then ending up at the mall. I had a pretty shitty time there. However, I learned alot:
- I don't think I like the mall like I use to
- my paranoia level defiantly rose
- "ask and you shall receive"
- Ice cream is the best 'pick me up'
- life's too short
- preppy stores really do make me dizzy
It only took a few hours there until I literally broke down. I left the group I was with, called my mom and cried my eyes out still walking casually around the mall and even ordering some much needed ice cream. It was kind of pathetic and I didn't want to go back to the girls looking like shit so I fixed my face and heading back to them with a perfectly new mask. That's was the last time I shed tears for you. Claire became closer to me after that, Steph too.
I felt like a better person when I got back also. I brought a cute rainbow star necklace and was drawn to the clothes in the last bit of stores, Steph and I rocked out to guitar hero for a few. It was funny when we all tried to squeeze into the photo booth and later pronounced my love for Kuromi. Which was came in handy cause while in Hottopic Claire paid half of what was the bag of my dreams. Ah! I love it so much, and I'm so thankful for her. I will pay her back in interest. We got back to Stephs house around 5 and instantly Claire and I had to but our big girl panties on. Steph was a mess when she thought her & Floyd had broken up. I was confident that they didn't [ Basing that solely off of me and Kages cycles.] We tried comforting her but at first nothing worked but then slowly she came around. We sat there in silence for a while as she worked things out online and then like I had for saw the two survived another obstacle. ^_^ I was truly happy for her and in general. We watched movies the rest of the time then left.
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