Follow your bliss

& Someday.... I'll wake up & realize I gave up everything.
I can not continue going on like this.
Crying & dwelling on the past. Waiting for someone... anyone to come pick up the shard of hope and trust I no longer have. Life is just too short.
I want to move on ..& away.
I am strong and I have a fire inside burning so bright I'm blinded. It's stronger than anything feeling I ever felt - its just too afraid!

//*sigh* Why can't I believe myself?

Cause I'm still stuck in this melted muck of memories, what ifs, why me?
I STILL HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS! repeating over and over again... like a broken record or scratch CD.

//Never satisfied.

Fear //a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid. \\