.... discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will i stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how i can't seem...
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and i'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
i've felt this way before
so insecure.
- Why so serious? Pass
- Are you happy yet, I heard you weren't in love anymore? Pass
- Why do you keep giving yourself so much hope? Pass
- Why does this .... keep happening? Pass
I think I need a hug.
Lol no seriously... I'm starting to feel like I haven't been touched in forever [not in that way! but then again.... ]. I miss the feeling of another in my arms. Warmth. Energy flowing. Transcending. I don't want to lose that, not ever. I don't ever want to stop feeling.
But this journey... I just feel like I have no choice but to be alone. I can't rely on others.
[[I swear I saw you today. You drove right pass me. ]]
1 comment:
I know that feeling; when you think about someone so much and you're out somewhere & you SWEAR you just saw them.
all in your head. =/
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