The Masochistic Crustaceans (to be written soon)

Sha, la, la, la, la, oh, my, my.....


This week is.
draining
frustrating
intimidating
just making me upset.

The scent that you bring forth fills my mind.
This is suppose to be the year I become most motivated to transform.
And I must admit I am on my way. Indirectly but I'm getting there.
My vice grip on the past such a tough thing to let go.
[ I'm afraid that I'll miss you to much.]
That is why I try and try to make this work but when I have to stop and think about why...
I can't seem to find a reason.
The path that I'm choosing isn't clear to me at all but
I know I can't stand stationary for much longer.
Tie my security blanket around my neck and don't look back.
I'm ready to experience this new love.