Sitting alone nearly half the day, a lot has gone through my mind. Last night, I saw blood in all of my dreams. Besides the obvious fact that I am menstruating right now I looked deeper into the meaning. I'm suffering emotionally and I feel drained. (blood drains) When people fight and confront each other, worse case scenarios can lead to bloodshed. The women in my dreams would rather have her throat slit then to fight back.
[[{--... & with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt. --}]]
Last night, It's just a little blurry. I drowned out all the positive and I stand here alone. How can you say you really love me for me?
So much doubt.
Weak and scared, it must be fun to feel as though I can fit into your mold. It can be so addicting, getting caught up in the feeling. Unlike me you really have power.
Drive.
Confidence.
I'm the only one who can save me from myself. Only me. I feel so light headed. My body and soul are warm. The heat is releasing from above my head like steam in a pasta pan. I want to laugh but my muscles are too tense. I want to be wrapped up in your arms but its a struggle just to wake up. Release me.
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TBC
Sitting alone nearly half the day, a lot has gone through my mind. Last night, I saw blood in all of my dreams. Besides the obvious fact that I am menstruating right now I looked deeper into the meaning. I'm suffering emotionally and I feel drained. (blood drains) When people fight and confront each other, worse case scenarios can lead to bloodshed. The women in my dreams would rather have her throat slit then to fight back.
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