Saturday, May 22, 2010

If ignorance in bliss, why aren't there more happy people?

Behold! I am the [King] of wishful thinking!
Let's deny the tears in my eyes.
Let's smile until the sun rise! (Sunbeam)

Yesterday was... interesting. My LSD trip didn't go as simple as I had envisioned but It couldve been worse? I feel as though I've gotten a little better on the guitar.(music note) The girl from yesterday, (I can't remember her name for the life of me), taught me a few tricks and the stoner dude (who's name sounded like a pokemon) taught me E minor - sounds good to me :)

This Thursday Kelitah and I are going to PA to see Imogen.
I'm ecstatic. I'll be away from this & engrossed in music.

PS. (music note)I love instrumental Music so much now!!

So like, it's been a month(s)(?) How am I holding up? Well I'm training myself to stay positive that's for sure. Some moments in the day it becomes real easy, others not so much. I still want to help people. Ben, for instance doesn't love himself. So I go: Ben, how can you give something you don't have?
I liked myself alot at that moment.

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"Friendship is an intimate relationship" - L.K.
So, so true. I really adore this girl at times.
The word (friend) is so over used these days, it's annoying.
I have friends, and I have acquaintances, I want to know a lot about my friends, I want to connect my heart strings to theirs and pull strength from of energy exchanges.
It's hard to forgive, and forget.
They go hand in hand.
This is annoying,
I don't want to. Not one bit.
(Moonbeam)
I'm getting annoyed easily. -___-
Anyway... I really loved Rafaels new found glory, we have very interesting conversations when we can. He is a good friend. :)

"It's what you focus on that grows"


Well, I've finally finalized my finals.
Time to start constructing a summer list of things to do prototype.
Work >Fun? Me> You? Outdoors>Indoors? Natural> Exaggerated?Art=Music.

Adios.

2 comments:

Hope said...
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Hope said...

"If ignorance in bliss, why aren't there more happy people?"

i like the title for this blog for 2 reasons.
1. you miss worded it.
2. you foreshadow your own summer and didnt even realize it.
do you know how and why?

next blog~loveyou♥Damon