Addicted

So instead of doing my homework, I've decided to keep you [the reader] entertained. After several long conversations with my closest dudes. Its obvious I have anger issues; & my anger is basically a normal girl behavior..[reality sucks]. People make me made. Girls make me mad. the 'Friend' concept, Family, Love, Environment and even my own self.
Big Whoop right?
Who cares if lil Shayla gets mad, what could she possibly do?
Even know as I type, I'm thinking...
who the hell cares?
Anyway. That wasnt the subject of the point i was trying to get off. One person in particular has driven me coo coo bananas and they probably doesn't even know. Excuses are so easy when in comes to matters of the heart. For example, the letter I written has yet found its way to her message box. Am I more afraid of hurting myself or others?

• haha, my mood has changed dramatically since an hour ago. [my mom made chocolate fundoo'*sp - me & my bro ate it with strawberries. omg orgasm.]

Blah. blah. blah. All of these words are going to go to waste I just know it.
Maybe I should convince Kage to write with me.
ha [April Fools on me]