Pride

GAY PRIDE *wink*

Lol. So yeah, I went to the Gay Pride Festival Saturday. It was,... I was lost for words. It was like Queer as Folks and The L word in 3D! hehe people making out every where I turned, Giant Drag queens walked the streets with swag.

There were a lot of sexy people there [gurls and guys]. I was with Kelitah and her two friends from work* [I'll come back to them]. Things were going great until my parents showed me how much they loved me by making up so many excuses as to why they couldn't pick me up. Kage ended up being my hero again but now I'm paying the price* I'll get back to this too.

When I got in, [a little after 11] what did they fucking say [or rather text]?

"Goodnight".
"Thank God."

.......................

Good Night I love you.

So yea, going back to Kelitahs friends the ones that drove us down town. They were like my role models. It was obvious they had been friends for a long time. While in the car they were so funny & vulgar, they had the best like idiosyncrasies like "pound my shit" XD
Yeah it was one of those you had to be there moments. but um... It made my so happy and sad and hopeful...

One day, I'll find you.

Now for the other asterisks. Kage isn't talking to me at the moment.. I'm not 100% sure why. But you know my brain just hass to have a panic attack. Im so paranoid. I keep hearing my phone ring or vibrate. I barely got any sleep last night or the nite before. I tried calling once or twice but that didn't work. Sigh. I made a vow with Danni that I wouldn't chase after him though. I at least owe that to myself. What an asshole! Asssssssssss Hooooooollllle.
So yeah. with him gone my self esteem is back to a negative 3 and the emo songs are back on repeat. I hope everyone else is having fun.
Oh yea, & also I'm apparently going to Kings Dominion for my BDay. .. I'm taking off alot next month. Or at least I'mma try too.. Hopefully it'll be worth it.

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