Let there be blood. 20yrs

Last night I had a nightmare.
It was pretty gruesome and I was really scared but couldn't wake up.
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Kage came over last night... I had managed to ignore him all day but then I remembered it was his birthday. We sat and talked for about a good 30 mins then he started begging for it so I left.

• Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight //

I really do miss being touched. Hugged. Kissed...
I had a two day special of it Wednesday and Thursday.
My heart was in my throat;
Pounding.
Pleading; because it was tired of running.
It's killing me softly, the thought that that will come to an end.
again. .
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I'm not your one, Dude. I'm 100% sure of that. Cut the bull shyt you bad noodle. !! It's not like I wanna kill myself . But by dealing with you , I'm dealing with a personal demon. A seductive liar. How does that one line from that Linkin park song go? -"against my will I stand beside my own reflection."
&& quiet honestly I don't mind getting tainted. If your going to corrupt me, just do it right. Surprises tend to make feel a bit nauseated.

~~~~~Fragile }}}

Please, please, please don't leave me this way.