I just want to get that out. Thanks bro. for being so honest with me n shit. I really needed to know that.
Shayla: 1 Kage: 3
*Cough* Please excuse that outburst. I just got off the phone with my best buddy about 5 minutes ago when he gave me the news. IDGAF... seriously. I didn't plan on being with him again anyway. I think I'm just a little salty at our score board now.
Sorry to wrap up my otakon blog so fast. There was just too too much to cover.
Lets see,.. how is shayla doing right now? Honestly,.. she has no idea. She says she's content with her days. Recently she's met some new friends who in a way have a lot to offer. Girls and guys alike. But what does she really feel about them?
Sorry to wrap up my otakon blog so fast. There was just too too much to cover.
Lets see,.. how is shayla doing right now? Honestly,.. she has no idea. She says she's content with her days. Recently she's met some new friends who in a way have a lot to offer. Girls and guys alike. But what does she really feel about them?
- I hate being alone
So, I'm not going to lie, I having some feelings for some guy I kinda sorta just got to know.
Pure innocent feelings that could, If I'm lucky, lead to someone getting felt; if ya catch my drift. lmao lame.
And so with that being said. My long streak of jerkophila continues. ^__^
Usagi and I are still really cool.
Lumi is about to be a police woman.
& Idk about Lystra... my heart feels broken and I'm really frustrated with the thought of loosing her. I can't see me cutting her off but I need to really punch myself in my face cause I know my dumb ass is pushing her away.
I can admitt it. I'm a selfish person. I don't believe in groups. They always fall apart.
So I guess Lys, If God still hears me, I'll send up a little prayer...
That he or whoever heals my mind and my heart. I don't want to be afraid anymore.
I want to continue living out my days smiling and laughing with the people that mean the most to me....
Somehow I ended up being someones driving teacher. wtf. ha...
I wanna blow with my cousin but he said no! I'm comming back over there soon ya dig?
PS: Kageyoshi/ Neiko you are epic dude.
Pure innocent feelings that could, If I'm lucky, lead to someone getting felt; if ya catch my drift. lmao lame.
And so with that being said. My long streak of jerkophila continues. ^__^
Usagi and I are still really cool.
Lumi is about to be a police woman.
& Idk about Lystra... my heart feels broken and I'm really frustrated with the thought of loosing her. I can't see me cutting her off but I need to really punch myself in my face cause I know my dumb ass is pushing her away.
I can admitt it. I'm a selfish person. I don't believe in groups. They always fall apart.
So I guess Lys, If God still hears me, I'll send up a little prayer...
That he or whoever heals my mind and my heart. I don't want to be afraid anymore.
I want to continue living out my days smiling and laughing with the people that mean the most to me....
Somehow I ended up being someones driving teacher. wtf. ha...
I wanna blow with my cousin but he said no! I'm comming back over there soon ya dig?
PS: Kageyoshi/ Neiko you are epic dude.
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