Dreaming aloud

I just looked up and into my mirror. I see a small girl, her hair seems a bit matted and her eyes watery. She probably smells and it's apparent that she had just eaten. She looks so small because there is so much stuff on her wall behind her. Things that she thinks are her hobbies and interest. So simple. Is this the me I wish others to see? ~~With a little sweet and Simple numbing me

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Why did i read your blog?! My heart aches for you. It really does, something within me knew I wasn't for you from the beginning of our journey. I am good at cheering people up but with that power comes a responsibility that I have yet to live up to.

" You are responsible for the lives you save."

I got the best of you and didn't let go till it was too late. Until the street lights came on and you were left outside in the dark. My other half called me home and you could do nothing as I walked into the warmth. I'm so sorry Ron, you didn't deserve this my friend. Please continue live and learn and be divine.
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Spring classes start next week. I want to walk into there with a new agenda. I want to push myself to break language barriers more than ever. I want to use my voice more than ever, I want to learn about sexual behaviors more than ever, I want to use the other side of my brain more than ever.
This is it! This is me! Weather I love or hate who I'm becoming is still a mystery. I'm changing. && it for you, for me, for the birds, for the trees. *Smile

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2 hours later.

OWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
I just broke my knee cap. *cry* Karma's a bitch.