My night time playlist is doing it's job as usual. I'm mad, sad, grateful, loved, full, struggling, torn, lost, determined, so ready to yell and skeptical right now.. all at once & all I can do right now is wish for sleep. As I hold my cell phone near... longing. I'm also thinking about chucking it across my room into my mirror. Maybe then will I react the way I want to. Maybe then I'll scramble through the broken glass and regret having bled.
Kiss my fore head and kick my shin. Is this really worth fighting for?
I want to love and I want die.
No one ever really means that, just a state of mind. A dramatic, attention seeking and weak state of mind.
Sleep now and ask that I don't have to work in 9 hours from now. I should have made that phone call.
It'll be O.K little lady.
I may not wish to see it turning out for the better but I left things up to the universe once again. please open my mind and spirit, guide me.I'm yours.
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