Nearly a Month....

"The worse feeling is waking up in the morning smelling like sex, but knowing you didn't even have it."
Hey, so I've been meaning to update this but obviously have have failed you.
I just woke up about 25 mins ago, apparently I'm going to be attending my brothers basketball game in about a hour. After that I'm going to get Lystra from her school so that we can hang out. Wow, I haven't seen her in like month(s). If I wasn't so sleepy from last night [didn't get home till after midnight] I'd be more animated and ready.

Poreotix, Blueprint Crew, Saltarie & JungleBoogie <-- Potential winners of ABDC. just saying.

I need to learn to study! omfg lol. Flashcards, repetition, and silence, I need to practice them all in a controlled environment asap. Japanese class is only getting harder. smh.

SO yeah, I really don't like asking for things. I do it a lot, but I think I do it cause of the saying "ask and you shall receive." That's kids stuff man. I'm not asking Usagi for the game anymore, I don't even want to expect it. I don't necessarily want to ask for gas money, I'll just believe that if thr passenger has it, they'd give it. I don't wanna ask for sex *cough* or a hug or a kiss. && as I state this, I want to shorten then the things asked of me. I want to be there for people who may seem uncomfortable asking me to be, I want to call up my family more [hanging with my nana the other day was the best.] I want to enhance my ability to just give, and love unconditionally. :D