Rewind

Ok, so am I allowed to take back pretty much everything i said last post? Cuz' uh ,that's what I'm in the mood for. I say a lot.. that obviously was what I felt that day & now I kinda wish I hadn't felt so strongly on such topics. *sigh*
So, I'm really glad I got to hang out with Lystra Saturday. Being pushed out of my comfort zone is always an event i struggle with but never really fails to disappoint, *unlike some movies (WolfMan) I seriously would like my 1 and 45 mins back from that syht. lol.

[I wrote a semi long blog the other day but when I tried to add a picture it deleted it all and save & now I can't recall everything I had in my head. x_x ]

I would like some new music soon, I'm almost starting to get tired of The Follow Through.
I guess I'll have to find it myself, I'm not really good at that.
*Break-even - The Script.
It's songs like these that makes me feel like my consequences are so un unique. Everyone goes through relationship problems at some point in their life. We're not alone.
*In my head, that's exactly how Kage feels .. felt. :/
I want to care.

So there are quite a few people who I'd like to name drop but I won't this time especially because my point of view will most likely change the moment i choose to come back and re read what I wrote.

I've been feeling really happy lately. But it all feels kinda like a dream, there is this hole in a part of me that is craving attention. I thought about getting extensions and contacts, and other things that would change my appearance even just for a while. I mean I'm still me on the inside right? I wonder what would shine more I guess.


I'll be bringing Scarlet to school today then. *braces self* Anime Club is starting to appeal to me more and more. No more Woodlawn.

PS> Horny girls like me could easily be taken advantage of. Probably