Satellite heart... I'll be true to you.

"Hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard"

Well now, here I am blogging again. I swear I wanted to wait till something grand happened, like my dog speaking or me getting a legit tutor for the various passions I have and see slipping....
But I don't.
I've been kinda busy as of late, only not really. I'm just never home. I'm not driving all day and eating out recklessly - but I am finding time to keep it simple and make the people I care about smile.

"They're fireflies, and they got caught up in the big, bluish- black thing." - Timon
Ah, yes.
Star gazing. A newly found admiration that I've taken a liking to. Sitting or laying under the nights sky, with not a care in the world. The warm earth and cool breeze surrounding me and the voices I hear echo through out my body in a wonderful chime. There are so many stars that have yet to be discovered. So far away, so silent and so beautiful when looked at as a whole.

So my brother recently graduated from middle school. He'll be heading to Milford for his 9th grade year. Wow, man. As we both continue to get older we still find time for each other. I mean he really, really pisses me off at times - but I can't help but to call him or wonder what his plans for the day are.
I had a dream last night, it's very blurry but I remember that I was walking along side a tall nearly faceless boy, we laughed and bumped into each other as we walked closer to the lighted building I confessed that we were in fact related and that I was glad to have him around. He laughed.


*scratches head* So, I want locks now, I don't want to pay for them, simply because I'm use to my aunt doing everything. And the stylist I was recommend is a dude. Not really good reasons but I also fear that I'll bail out. I need them though, I think. I mean, I can get away with wearing wigs and hats in the meantime but I think I can finally picture myself with them.. in the following year. Gosh, I'm giving people another reason to look like my mother.* So I'ma plan to get them on my bday maybe? Yeah Yeah Yeah.

I totally got rick rolled in the back of Ben's truck thingie the other night. I really didn't see that coming but hey, I'm glad it happened. It makes me laugh.

*Side note. Looking like her isn't really a bad thing, I mean I love her to death and she is really working it out. I'm so proud of her, we walked 3 miles the other day. The real deal kind with sore feet and sweat everywhere. Lol. We got this yo! I'm so not fat :3