Two Birds on a wire
One tries to fly away and the other....
So I just downed my third and final bottle of smirnoff. I'm pretty sure, although considered "sprite", I've had enough booze for a life time. The taste was very satisfying and naturally made me more thirsty; but that's in the past now. There no reason to get use to it, I'm not a lightweight, I'm not a heavy weight, I'm not a drinker. Water, fruits and a little extra movement will surely clean out my system in no time.
I love what I've done to my room, although incomplete I can feel it; alive.
Simple and Clean.
I'm resisting the urge to over do it; I can see rainbows, cute furry things, hiragana,
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It's sad how much I am capable of *pity*ing myself, and how, when pushed into a corner it's something that I know to admit to to lessen the charges.
I knew it was time to grow up for a while now, I can't spend the rest of my life not trying. I can try of course, but that's just too easy.
I have worked hard to make relationships last, I truly believe I've reached points when my pride was tossed to the side and my heart was the one surfing to the shore with no fear. \
But of course, I fell, nearly drowned and was stuck with sand in my woo-ha.
So now I ask myself, am I ready to fight the good fight? I mean cause I am still here, and this is a pretty big ocean for us crabs.
*Sideways step* Sideways step*
Have you heard of the comic Scott Pilgrim vs. The World? Well neither have I until the movie came out last Friday. An Epid Epic of all Epicness. I can't wait till the DVD comes outs, I never buy stuff like that but wow, that movie was ... Epic [haha. Sorry for the repeated offenses of that word.]
Believe it or not but that's not the only film out there that really has a hook on me, True Blood. The HBO series, I downloaded and completed seasons 1&2. It's not for everyone that's for sure.
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Meanwhile, as the light rain falls, my plans to venture to the beach tomorrow have only been swept back into the sea. Gobbled up like a white dot on pac man. Released back into the wild *with a tracking device*
Hahah ok. So school starts up in less than 2 weeks, and my mom and I are still riding on this loan, I never wanted to resort to this, but apparently had no choice. Scholarships, Grants, Scooby doo where are youuuuu? *cries*
&& with that being said, episode 6 has just successfully downloaded....
FANGS for reading!!!!!!
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