Taisetsu na minna, yurushite

Man, my shoulders hurt, my spine and my arms are all tired and tense. Stretching and roller coaster vibrations aren't helping.
I need a "make -over", as well as my room. I would like to seriously time this week to further dig into the clutter of my room and restore it back to simple and clean. So many papers I've held on to from my school days, so many magazines, so many bags... Do I just throw them out? I could should use a friends right now, to help me sort through all this as well as pick through my brain. Missing pieces of a puzzle; the answers all lie within.

You ever try to fill up a cup that had a crack in the bottom? No matter how much you pour, you'll never be able to fill it to the rim. It's never enough. & So the next step would be to work on fixing that crack. Do you empty all the contents; work inside out or outside in?

So I have some new ideas as to what I will paint on my walls, I want quotes, animals, anime... all things that reflect me. I will most likely have to draw in on first and slowly purchase the paints as I go. So far I've applied purple, yellow, black on my lime green and teal walls. I think its unique, I have no reference picture this time. I am creating something.

*smile*

On a side note:
I just want to thank you all, for all your worth, for transferring your energy into me. For trusting me with your feelings and thoughts. :)

So Otakon 2010, hmmmm, I had to expect the unexpected, I do every year.
I greatly appreciated the mad love Pokemon received. This year, however, brought on stress, as tears, and fears, and lies, and laughs, old faces, new ones...
The hotel situation was in way, a huge inconvenience. :/ Too many (freeloading) faces in the room that I hadn't planned on seeing ... but hey, being the only room mate that couldn't afford to pay the complete required amount I'm sure I was no position to start kicking people out.
I would like to get more lolita dresses in the future, the two that I have have run their course, I have plenty of pictures to prove it.


There's so much I could right about, but I just don't have the skill to share it all without it sounding like a news report. I'm not a good story teller ....

I want to go to the beach before school starts again, I want that to be the only extra place I go to until then really, I still have not met up with a few people that I said I would, doesn't mean I wont - but if we do now, it will be in the comfort of 7 mile radius hahaha.

uhhhh.. So much left unsaid, maybe Ill add more on later.

smell ya later